July 15th

It’s been a while writing anything. Not that many people are going to see this in the first place. But if you are here, thank you. I’m glad this platform has connected us somehow.

2:49 AM

I’ve been going downtown a lot but the amount of photos I’m producing is very low to what I’m used to. I was trying to think why. Maybe it’s because I’m getting a little bit pickier and not paying attention to scenes that I’ve already photographed(?) But I think the major cause is because I’m not really putting full attention to a scene. In order to get a good scene, it demands complete attention. You can’t think about anything else. I’m not sure why I feel so distracted all of a sudden.

I often think that people who are depressed are like unclean rooms. It gets so cluttered that it becoms overwhelming where to begin cleaning and to help with depression it’s trying ro work things step by step. Paying for someone to clean your room is an option but you have no ownership of what you own same as being prescribed some meds to help with depression.