March 10th 2026

Been a while writing anything in public. Not really expecting anyone to see this. This kind of feels like that part in Interstellar where Cooper’s kids record video logs of what’s been happening in their lives but not knowing if their Dad who is somewhere lost in space is receiving their messages. The last videos they start losing hope if there’s any point to recording their video logs.

Blogging kind of feels like that.

But I keep doing it for a couple of reasons. The first one is that it relieves a lot of mental air pressure from your head. Writing helps and so does speaking into a voice recorder. It offsets (or is offloading a better word?) the pressure allowing you to think new thoughts instead of hoarding all the thoughts in your head.

I feel like crying but too sleepy to want to cry.

When I try to want to cry I end up yawning instead.

I’m tearing up in my left eye a little.

Don’t know why an emotion can well up for a millisecond and settle back down.

It’s 10:18pm and set my alarm clock to 4:25am.

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